Another Easter been and gone, which unfortunately means another absolute mountain of chocolate consumed. When it wasn’t chocolate, it was other forms of junk food.

Yesterday I seemed to think it was a good idea to go to McDonalds and order a big mac combo. Well, the big mac combo was for starters. Then I polished off a caramel sundae and a chicken wrap. That’s not to mention the fact that earlier I had already scoffed a mars bar.

Oh dear. So it seems that I still haven’t managed to climb back on that wagon. I think it may have something to do with the not eating junk food thing seeming like such a big commitment. It just tastes so good, and it’s so sad to think that my days of eating til I feel ill are over. Everytime I fall off the wagon it is so hard to get back on it.

I’ve eaten all the chocolate I got for Easter now, so maybe, just maybe this time I will be able to stick to the diet. I want to be slimmer by summer. I want to be able to shop at normal shops by summer time. I want to be able to look for clothes when I go shopping with my friends instead of having to act as though the reason I am not trying anything on is because nothing interests me.

I will get there one day damn it! I will I will I will!